Faith Working through Love
October 16, 2012
Tuesday
of the Twenty-eighth Week in Ordinary Time
By Beth DeCristofaro
For
through the Spirit, by faith, we await the hope of righteousness For in Christ
Jesus, neither circumcision nor uncircumcision counts for anything, but only
faith working through love. (Galatians
5:6)
Did
not the maker of the outside also make the inside? (Luke 11:40)
Piety
Let your mercy come to me, O Lord. And I will delight in your commands, which I
love. (Psalm 114:47)
Study
Once, riding the train to New York, I was in the
quiet car when I got a phone call!!! Not
allowed, right? But I answered,
whispering because it was an important call, to say "I will call you later,
can't talk now." Well, a fellow
traveler objected very strongly, complaining even more loudly (I thought) to my
brief call than my call had been. She
was rude even as I apologized.
Interestingly, as I was on the train again this weekend, that encounter
came to mind. I found myself running the
old tape of how rude and over the top that woman had been even if I was in the
wrong... I recognized that I was still bothered and yes, self righteously
indignant. Hmmm, did I really even
forgive her? Did I forgive myself for
breaking a rule or just brush it off as being
such a small infraction no one else should have minded?
Jesus' words, therefore, struck me personally as
I realized that it is what is within me that still upsets me. My perhaps reasonable anger at the time is
not reasonable years later. I did not
cleanse the cup inside. And how often do
I do that? How often do I hold onto old
hurts, slights or oversights which later impact other interactions? Where is my faith working through love if I
let acceptable "rituals", expectations, pride govern my relationships
rather than the openness of a clean cup filled with the Spirit of God? What do I gain from this? Where is God's glory shown to the world if I
act like this?
Action
If I am honest with myself, do I hold others to
standards that I let slide for myself just a little? Or are my standards for others or myself
based in some priority other than faith working through love? Letting the words "faith working through
love" be a mantra for me today, I will deliberately be open to Jesus'
voice in my ear guiding me to see Jesus and invoke Jesus' love with everyone I
meet.
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