By Diane Bayne
Piety
This
past Wednesday night I was faced with a choice:
either to attend my weekly Wednesday night Centering Prayer Group or
skip it to watch the Presidential debate.
As I debated my options, at first I was sorely tempted to watch the
debate. On the one hand, was it not my
civic duty to make myself available to hear what these candidates have to
say? But on the other hand, there was
the Palanca to finish for the
candidates and team on this Cursillo weekend.
And then I remembered the meditation I needed to write for today’s Daily Tripod meditation. Looking over the readings for this Sunday, the
words of James in today’s second reading jumped right out of the page at me:
The wisdom from above is first of all pure, then peaceable,
gentle, compliant, full of mercy and good fruits, without inconstancy or
insincerity. And the fruit of righteousness is sown in peace for those who cultivate
peace. (James 3:16-18)
I
long to grow and to immerse myself in these virtues–these fruits of the
Spirit–and am only too aware that so often I choose their opposites. So where, on this past Wednesday night, would
I find evidence of these virtues–might even experience one or more of them?
Study
When
Henry Nouwen wrote the following words in Bread for the Journey, he was
looking into his own soul. But he could just as easily have been looking into
mine when he said:
“When we look critically
at the many thoughts and feelings that fill our minds and hearts, we may come
to the horrifying discovery that we often choose death instead of life, curse
instead of blessing, Jealousy, envy, anger, resentment, greed, lust,
vindictiveness, revenge, hatred. . . they all float in that large reservoir of
our inner life. Often we take them for
granted and allow them to be there and do their destructive work.”
Action
Amen
to all the above! I need all the help I
can get!!! My Wednesday choice became
crystal clear. Need I say which option I
needed to choose? What options similar
to mine last Wednesday are you facing now?
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