“Do No Harm to Yourself” by Melanie Rigney
Your right hand saves me, O Lord. (Psalm 138:7)
“Now
I am going to the one who sent me, and not one of you asks me, 'Where are you
going?' But because I told you this, grief has filled your hearts. But I tell
you the truth, it is better for you that I go. For if I do not go, the Advocate
will not come to you.” (John 16:5-7)
Piety
Lord, I offer gratitude for the times
you have sent the Advocate and advocates when I have been in despair.
Study
The
doors flew open. The prisoners’ chains were pulled loose. And earthquake or no
earthquake, the jailer knew who would be blamed for the escapes: him. Better to
die a quick, private death than torture and public humiliation, he decided, drawing
his sword. There was no other way out.
But
there was. And it was those who had been physically imprisoned who saved him,
Paul calling out, “Do no harm to yourself; we are all here.” It was a conversion
moment none of them likely expected. But in total despair, the jailer found
Christ’s mercy in the form of Paul and Silas.
The
jailer and his entire family were baptized into the faith. The next day, Paul
and Silas were formally released.
Consider,
on the other hand, the way Judas’ life ended. Jesus had been turned over to the
authorities, and Judas knew who would be blamed: him. Better to die a quick,
private death than account for this
seemingly unforgivable sin, he decided, putting the noose around his neck.
There was no other way out.
It
happens all the time, people feeling boxed in by their situations, whether they
caused them or they were victims of circumstance. When we observe them, who
will we be: those who turned away from Judas, or Paul and Silas?
Action
Examine
your own soul. Is there something you believe is unforgivable? Pray for the
strength to unbind yourself with the Sacrament of Penance and Reconciliation.
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