Sunday, July 19, 2020

“As the Spirit Groans” by Sam Miller


“As the Spirit Groans” by Sam Miller


For your might is the source of righteousness; your mastery over all things makes you lenient to all. But though you are master of might, you judge with clemency, and with much lenience you govern us; for power, whenever you will, attends you. You taught your people, by these deeds, that those who are righteous must be kind; And you gave your children reason to hope that you would allow them to repent for their sins. (Wisdom 12: 16-19)

In the same way, the Spirit too comes to the aid of our weakness; for we do not know how to pray as we ought, but the Spirit Himself intercedes with inexpressible groanings. And the one who searches hearts knows what is the intention of the Spirit because He intercedes for the holy ones according to God’s will. (Romans 8:26-27)

Jesus proposed another parable to them. “The kingdom of heaven may be likened to a man who sowed good seed in his field. While everyone was asleep, his enemy came and sowed weeds all through the wheat, and then went off. When the crop grew and bore fruit, the weeds appeared as well. The slaves of the householder came to him and said, master, did you not sow good seed in your field? Where have the weeds come from?’ He answered, ‘An enemy has done this.’ His slaves said to him, ‘Do you want us to go and pull them up?’ He replied, ‘No if you pull up the weeds you might uproot the wheat along with them. Let them grow together until harvest; then at harvest time I will say to the harvesters, “First collect the weeds and tie them in bundles for burning, but gather the wheat into my barn.”’ (Matthew 13:24-30)

Piety
“Lord, you are good and forgiving,         
most merciful to all who call on You.
LORD, hear my prayer;
listen to my cry for help.”
Receive the inexpressible groanings of the Spirit
from my heart and interpret His intentions as
being in accord with Your will.
“You alone are God…
15But You, the Lord, are a compassionate and gracious God,
slow to anger, abounding in kindness and fidelity.
16Turn toward me, and have pity on me;
give Your strength to Your servant.”
(Psalm 86:5-6, …10b, 15-16a)

Study
I love our second reading from Romans.  I know for sure that I don’t know how to pray MOST of the time, so it’s comforting to me to know that the Holy Spirit is interceding for me with inexpressible groanings, searching me to decipher and expose the intentions of my heart!! 

Being curious about the beginning of the reading, “In the same way,” I looked at the rest of the chapter to discover a whole lot of groaning!! Verses 23-25 speak of groaning “within ourselves as we wait for adoption, the redemption of our bodies.  For in hope we were saved.  Now hope that sees for itself is not hope.  For who hopes for what one sees?  But if we hope for what we do not see, we wait with endurance.”  Now I understand how the Holy Spirit needs to come to the aid of my weakness, endurance (meaning patience), and survival!

Hope rings a bell from our First Reading from the Book of Wisdom. I have faith to be allowed to repent for my sins.  AND I see hope (expectation) as part of the germination process of the parables in today’s Gospel reading.  The man intentionally sowed good seed while weeds were sown unintentionally, in the field by the enemy—the weeds, darnel, a poisonous weed that in its first stage of growth resembles wheat.  The wheat and weeds were allowed to grow together until the harvest.[i]  Hope also means promise.  It’s what comes from planting a mustard seed, smallest of all seeds, which, with patience, turns into the most abundant bush and yeast when mixed with three measures of wheat flour provides leaven throughout.

Hope was being patient and avoiding panic while the Holy Spirit groaned for me to receive inspiration for this Tripod!!  Thank You, Faithful Father!!

Action
Father, God, I give You thanks for Your great patience with me.  Thank You for the hope I have, through You, that one day You will gather me into Your barn!  Help me to live my faith and learn not to babble but rely on the Holy Spirit to pray with groanings for me!  AMEN!


[i] [From a USCCB Bible footnote: “The refusal of the householder to allow his slaves to separate the wheat from the weeds while they are still growing is a warning to the disciples not to attempt to anticipate the final judgment of God by a definitive exclusion of sinners from the kingdom… The judgment of God alone will eliminate the sinful. Until then there must be patience and the preaching of repentance.” HOPE!] 

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